Just a Little of Something

I have not much to tell, not much to say.
But I really want to share, to someone, one day.
Unfortunately, I have no guts, I want to gain some, if I may.

I am afraid, afraid of the sudden raid of my emotion.
It may just bursts away without any precaution.
So sudden, screws up all of my motion.

I hate the dark, but I dislike the burning light,
But the warmth of the sunlight, just feels like holding me tight.
Just like the cold of the dark that accompanies me every night.

I think a lot about the life that's hard to endure,
But I know I'll survive for sure,
Just be nice and act mature.